After seeing the Great Gatsby a second time, I can’t help but feel unnecessarily emotionally invested in this movie. I listened to Lana Del Rey’s “Young and Beautiful” song and started tearing up. I mean, what the ACTUAL fuck?! All I can think about is that song and how it was used at least a good 4 times during the movie and how fucking perfectly would demonstrate Gatsby’s love for Daisy. I mean, my heart may have actually skipped beats every time he would look at her; I’m surprised I didn’t die in the theater.
I just can’t escape what a freaking masterpiece this film was (Casting, costumes,editing, even the music). Leonardo DiCaprio’s god damn incredibly attractive, irresistible looks may make me a little (understatement) biased, but I feel like I would enjoy this movie regardless of his appearance. (Well… Eh… yeah, Leo didn’t have to be in it to make Baz Luhrmann’s film to be amazing, it’s just a really really really nice bonus). I’m fangirling way too much.
So why can’t I stop obsessing over this movie? I was constantly trying to pick out flaws because I didn’t want to admit that this film might be my all time favorite movie. A movie that may have possibly ranked above my favorite movie for over 15 years. I’m losing my mind. And it’s 4am.
There are just so many god damn feels right now I seriously just CAN’T. And I really wish my roommate was awake so I can rant about it to her in person so it doesn’t have to go on here. Jfc. You guys are lucky because I probably have a thousand more things to say.
Tumblr Savior, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened on my dashboard. Thank you
Beyond in love with this photo!
DONE WITH 2ND ROUND OF MIDTERMS FINALLY
Time to do absolutely nothing except watch TV, eat, and play pokémon all day. :D
And probably stare at Leonardo DiCaprio’s face some more
Some random things on my mind.
I don’t feel that it is necessary that one of my roommates, who spent the whole weekend down in San Diego with their significant other, felt that it was an awesome idea to bring them back up to spend the night here. It also doesn’t help that some of us feel that they have already overstayed their welcome in a way… It just makes me a bit irritated (to say the least) that whenever this particular person is here, it causes a huge loud distraction, especially when I, or other roommates, have midterms to study for or doing homework. It also doesn’t help my temper that they frequently drink alcohol during late hours of the night, raising the general volume of the house.
There is another roommate that has been consistently getting on my nerves. This person can inconsiderate to a person’s feelings. It’s like they don’t have any filter, or are too impulsive have have a severe lack of control and don’t think before they talk. It infuriates me when almost everything that comes out is in a way condescending. What really heats me up is that they just assume that all psychology majors are lazy, or their workload is lighter and easier than theirs just because they major in a physical science. In reality, I am doing more academic work than they have this whole year and definitely spend way more time studying than they do. Just because I’m not home studying, usually means that I’m somewhere else studying where I will not be bothered or distracted. What is more irritating is that whenever this person will pound on my door because they’re in dire need of social interaction, I’m either studying/reading/doing homework, or sleeping because I was up late at night studying/reading. Just how inconsiderate/insensitive can someone possibly be?
I’m slowly dreading the arrival of the end of the school year. Not because I love going to school, come on, that’s a tad unrealistic. But because most of my friends are graduating/have already graduated this year. In Davis, there are only 2 other people I talk to that is actually my age, where as everyone else who are seniors at the moment are at least a year older than I am. I’m just going to miss them so so so much. It’s hard to think about not seeing these people at least once every week since I moved up here in September. I know that “keeping in touch” is a two way street, but it’s difficult when everyone’s either in school or working.
Time is going by way too fast. In about 5.5 hours, I will be signing up for classes for Fall Quarter 2013. Everything’s happening way faster than I expected, this time next year, I will be getting ready for graduation. Crazy to even imagine. Despite not being able to see my friend’s that are graduating next year, I’m a bit excited for my senior year. I will not be taking more than 3 classes/units per quarter. So hopefully will have more free time and have less stress in general and engage in more extracurricular activities.
I don’t expect anyone to even read this, it’s more for my psychological/emotional well-being. #Psychmajorproblems